FINDING YOUR RUIN...(how I joined staff)

Well I was on staff for about 5-6months before. I'm not sure how many of you have experienced this but I would like to know if any of you have had the "Finding Your Ruin" method used on you..
When I was reg'ed for staff, a staff member came to my house un-announced. It's funny how they try to creep up on you & surprise you. Sort of like entrapment. Well he stayed at my house for almost 5 hours. He was trying to delve into my mind & find anything he could to upset me. Something that would make me sad, or feel guilty. It took him about 5 hours but finally he found something. I started crying, and he knew he foound my weak point. He said how me joining staff would solve my problem, and make me feel better etc. So I fell for it & I joined. I really wish I could run into this guy today & give him a peice of my mind. But then again I know he was just following orders. It's pathetic that scientology uses this type of mind f*****g to get people to join staff. Any of you experience this type of thing??

Absolutely yes! I was a public member only, but I never would have seen the inside of a Scn org if it weren't for my "ruin." Of course they prey on your most vulnerable point. They use it to get you to take a "Money is no object" approach to solving your problem, until all sources of credit are exhausted.