FINDING YOUR RUIN...(how I joined staff)
When I was reg'ed for staff, a staff member came to my house un-announced. It's funny how they try to creep up on you & surprise you. Sort of like entrapment. Well he stayed at my house for almost 5 hours. He was trying to delve into my mind & find anything he could to upset me. Something that would make me sad, or feel guilty. It took him about 5 hours but finally he found something. I started crying, and he knew he foound my weak point. He said how me joining staff would solve my problem, and make me feel better etc. So I fell for it & I joined. I really wish I could run into this guy today & give him a peice of my mind. But then again I know he was just following orders. It's pathetic that scientology uses this type of mind f*****g to get people to join staff. Any of you experience this type of thing??