TECH outside COS: NOTS Repair, Theta Clear L11 and L12
To say that this has been one hell of an adventure for me would be
a big understatement, it's probably been the biggest Case change I
have ever been processed through for the last 38 years in Scientology.
Davis IFA was able to get Pierre Ethier to come up into their area
to deliver the L's and the L's was something I had always wanted to
have auditing on so I somehow made it go right, getting time off
and enough money to cover motel and food cost and the cost of the
Auditing.
Well after the first meet and greet with Pierre we got to work, the
first session was a C/S 53 which went great, a few items needed to
be handled.
The next area that was addressed was my auditing on Solo NOTS. Now
in the years I have audited Solo NOTS I never had any trouble with
it, it always ran real good with excelent wins. About 9 months ago
I hit on a new level of awareness or so it seemed.
Before I was addressing life and handling it with Solo NOTS from my
normal state of awareness was within life itself and then after a
big blow off of mass I was now looking at life from outside of life
and then from both at the same time.
Now this was very interesting but very weird and strange. It was
wonderful but not stable and I couldn't get a handle on it even
with a NOTS repair list done by me. It was like looking from both
inside and outside at the same time. So I stopped auditing because
it was only getting stranger and stranger but not restimulative, a
very odd state to be in.
So now Pierre whips out a NOTS Repair list and off we go. Several
reading lines later I'm exterior problem handled and the Win
rehabed with finding out exactly what this new awareness was.
THETA CLEAR, now when I read the definition of Theta Clear so much
charge blew off and a understanding of what I was now opened up so
much space that I was totally blown away. Some points of Theta
Clear I wasn't quite sure of but strangely those exact points came
up on the L's. Now isn't that interesting!
So on to L11, and L11 expanded. Oh my, its all about life and all
the life around me and for the very first time since the beginning
of the game called life I really see the TRUTH of it all.
Now to describe this new awareness with words is hard even at this
time but LRH describes it exactly, OPERATING THETAN.
As a Preclear, a Clear, a Pre OT and a Theta Clear I like everyone
out there have a general Idea of what it is all about being OT.
Well I'm here to tell you I wasn't even close in what I thought OT
was all about, it's a 1000 times better than what I could even
Imagine and here is the kicker, it keeps on getting better and
better.
So now on to L12, like L11 it totally rocked my Universe, stripping
away those self created mass of Be Do and Have that I have put
there that limit myself as an Thetan.
Each Session Pierre would continue to assess from the list and each
reading item would hit me like a ton of bricks, oh wow, the mass
there was incredible and then handled it would blow off and the
amount of Cognitions and the lenght of line charging was incredible
to say the least. Sessions were no longer that 5 to 15 min but the
charge would be blowing off for hours and the Cognitions kept
coming, I couldn't stop laughing. It was like every Cognition and
every gain I ever had in Scientology from the start up to Theta
Clear would happen in just one session. That is the only way I can
compare the results of one session.
So after a great session in the afternoon and I'm totally blown out
I head off to Starbucks for a coffee. What I'm blown out about is
the fact that I really don't know where this is taking me except
I'm very certain it's to a state and a certainty of Who I really
am. It's like holding on for dear life for the ride to end but it
is such an exciting ride I don't want it to end.
So anyway here I'm sitting outside at Starbucks having a coffee going WOW,
looking around totally amazed by the change when a SUV pulls up
into the parking lot next to the main road. A women gets out and
gets her boy out of the back, he's about 3 years old. Then she goes
around to the other side of the SUV and is helping a man unbuckle
the baby from the back leaving the boy alone on the other side.
You know what that dam boy did, he takes off running to the
street, he sees some dogs across the street and he really likes
dogs. Now the road is real busy, fast moving cars and the boy is
totally tunnel visioned into the dogs and I'm going, shit this kid
is probably going to mess up my day if he gets hit by a fast moving
car.
So I grabbed him from 70 ft away and stopped him from going into the
street and then he really gets confused so I turn him around and
move him back to the car where he sits down mad that he can't go
see the dogs. His parents finally come around and collect him and
give him hell for sitting in the dirt. Poor kid, he's really having
a bad day, then as they are walking through the parking lot he
spots my body sitting there and gives it the dirtiest look you could
imagine. So I blow off his anger with a good flow of ARC and he brighten right up and even gives me a big smile.
Well we finally finished L12 with many more wins and now I'm home
and still having win's and the universe looks a hole lot different
to me now.
Many thanks to Jeff Hone of Davis IFA for getting Pierre here and
setting it up for me to get the L's.
Thanks to Roy and Marina for setting up Davis IFA and getting the
Tech line in for us.
Pierre, thank you very much for auditing me on the L's. I can
honestly state in the last trillion of trillion of years I have
never come closer to OT than the last two weeks with you Auditing
me.
To LRH, what can I say, it is beyond words to describe what I feel
and the Thanks I want to say. This is a great game you have started
and I'm here for the duration.
An old song from the 60's come to mind by Nina Simone
http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=lBy4QXAAil8
It's a new dawn
Its a new day
It's a new life
For me
Ya
And I'm feeling Good.!!!
Love to All
Ervin Scott
For more information on services in the Freezone,
mail me, Terril Park, at
bbafzao@hotmail.com
This address can also be found in the next URL.
To find out more about us and to join our
forums see our websites at :-
http://www.freewebs.com/techoutsidethecofs
http://internationalfreezone.net
Below one may see a British TV program of
scientology as its use.
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?...213741&q=begin
For those who are quite new to the subjects of
Dianetics and Scientology, we have a forum where
your questions can be answered, and there is a minimum
of the quite extensive specialised terminology of
these subjects. The forum website also has a couple of
dictionaries of scientology terms.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Freezone101